In all the so called whistle blower and pseudo dissidents in the whole USA so far there is not a single one i can see as truly awake with good intention, all are seliing something or working for the enemy.
On my other site that is online since 2022 we are 67 members and less than 10 active members but we have only interesting and stimulating content and we have some very interesting live discussion.
Maybe it was getting the initial realization that things were ending? Maybe it was splitting up your combined resources or custody for those who have pets/kids? Maybe it was saying goodbye for the last time? So, what was the hardest part for you?